my worst fear is the fear of itself. But back to your statement the fear of losing someone important in your life. You have to understand that ppl that are placed in your life are there temporarily regardless of who they are. Sorry if this sounds  harsh, 'everyone dies but not everyone lives.' Another reason why we live each day not to take anyone for granted.

better to stick with the truth or say," I dont know what to tell you because i dont want to hurt your feelings ..."

I'm sorry to hear that.... it must be difficult for you and (family). Stay positive and count the blessings, the good things you still have.

Seek professional counseling. They're there to help you. Volunteer to do goods in your community will help or boost your self-esteem. I applaud you for relealizing your situation and reach out for help; i'm sure it's not easy for you to ask for help but you DO THE RIGHT THING. You might be suprised that you're not alone. Many ppl like you in same predicaments. I'm sure you are a good person and have a lot of good potentials in you. Talk to your parents or trusted adults/friends about it, perhaps they too can assist you and direct you to the right paths. Do you attend church? talk to them...

I hope this helps and many good lucks. Hugs

honey bunny, sexy you, love luv.... :)

I always click on : Tools, Internet Options, click Delete on Browsing history. Press OK before exiting. Hope this helps. But, I will remember also what Rob Green  had mentioned above.

saute meat with garlic, onions, scallions, oyster sauce or seasoning of your choice. Wrap dumpling sheets around a spoonful of saute meat. Seal with ege yolk, and cook in vegetable or meat broth and serve. Very easy to make and taste delish too. Good luck.

some think its their god and worship the cow as their idol god.

are you sure you're on the right site??? Hope you get your $-$-$ back but dont it.

Is it wise to tell the world you're out of town? Aren't you worry someone would come in and break into your house? I made one mistake one time on FB, had to wake up my next neighbor to keep her eyes on my place.