Is this question really expecting an answer? Really? Does anyone have a spare crystal ball they can loan this person? Will someone help this poor, blind #^//##<>who has an operation scheduled but has no idea where or when? 

The bad guys... 

Well, Hector, since He promised to never leave me or forsake me I believe even though I may be flat on my face in failure and despair, if I will call upon Him He is faithful to who He is and  will save and strengthen me to rise again. In the Greek the real interpretation of "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find and knock and the door shall be opened unto you." It actually says... and I love the added dimension that you can glean from  the verb tense in the Greek text.. "Keep on asking and you shall receive, keep on seeking and you shall find, keep on knocking and the door shall be opened unto you."  In my humble paraphrase... Never give up on God for He will never give up on you. and it does not mean that  we can demand our own will and still be blessed but the TRUST in His will and to understand His wisdom so we can comprehend His love for us and become like Him is the quest behind preserving with God. I thank God for His perseverance with me,. 

I believe in Jesus for the salvation of my soul and the hope of eternal life and because of His love,  I can do all things through Jesus Christ who .strengthens me.

This is the criteria that will absolutely guarantee you a place in heaven. Is the innocent Blood that Jesus shed on the cross efficacious to pay your price for sin? How precious you value that Blood, I believe, will determine where you are seated at the wedding supper of the Lamb of God. Will you be a friend of the bride or groom?  Will you be seated in the inner court as a guest at the wedding? Will you be in the outer court but still there at the wedding celebration? The bible says He knoweth the proud a far off.  Or will you be His Bride, seated at His side in humble adoration having forsaking all in this world for the pleasure of His presence and friendship? Only God the Father will determine the seating arrangement for He looks on the heart.   

The only reason Jesus spoke in parables was so those who would  NOT believe could just claim they could not understand and depart from the truth. He told those who were His whom the Father had given unto Him that it was given unto them to know and understand all the mysteries of the kingdom of God. We are confined by time constraints in this life. All of God's mysteries are on a need to know basis and apparently when we need to know God will reveal them to us., Don't be confused by John speaking to the current times of his age.  All the prophets suffered the sufferings of Christ and that is how Isaiah could describe the Messiah so clearly in Isaiah 53. Three fold prophecy but all they understood was what they needed to know and write... what their generation needed to know... what was the hope to come... and the final wrap-up of the ages. The past became the present, and the present will become our eternal future. When God promised a Messiah to Eve, that day came and the church was born and we are still in the time frame of the church.  God never wants us to worry about the future or try to divine it.  Except you become as little children you cannot enter the kingdom of heaven. We are God's children and there is no scary outcome for us.  Take His hand and walk with Him each day... NO FEAR...sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof, He takes care of all our needs... end of story!! His already revealed truth says "we are not appointed unto wrath"  and that is speaking of God's wrath... the only wrath to fear.  Fear not him who is able to kill the body but fear Him who is able to kill both body and soul in everlasting torment.,  The real question is Do you believe that the Blood that Jesus shed for you is sufficient? If the answer is "Yes" rest in Jesus, accept NO FEAR and let your love, peace and joy be a witness to a lost and dying world so that if any will choose to believe they can be saved!. God already knows by foreknowledge who will CHOOSE to accept the sacrifice of Christ Jesus' innocent blood for our guilt of sin and He looks on the heart and has already made a way where there is none for you... Choose Jesus Christ and live in the light of God's Love... but some men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil...but never, never judge, not even your own heart for only God can see the true intent of the heart... always judge sin, confess it and repent, never white wash it by hiding it or making an excuse for it and leave the saving to God... always believe in His Grace... "that the trial of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes may be found unto praise, honor and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ. If you have not the strength to overcome your sin... trust in His GRACE until He gives you the power...It is sufficient for all our sin!!! It still comes back to the same issue... is the innocent blood of Christ sufficient to pay your price for sin???. and that is why our faith must firmly rest on our Savior Jesus Christ, alone and not on any man but the man Christ Jesus who ALONE is our justifier. There is only one who paid the price to sit in judgment and when you are surrendered to Jesus, by and by you will overcome by the power of the Blood of Jesus. Your learning your growing don't frustrate GRACE... some want to be fifth graders when their still in 3rd grade.  What ever we become it is all for His glory and never our own... it has been said that the only army that shoots it's own wounded is "the army of God" never let it be said of you.