your to young to be doing that. my god. get your education first college then a job. then think about a boyfriend. . i fell inlove for the first time in my life and im 58 and she is 33 and all relationships start out nice but things go wrong. . your brain is still developing. its fatchuation. rel love is more for the experienced. when there is a breakup when ur inlove u would rather have a tooth ache. u always think you have the rite one. well surprise. welcome to real life. some ppl the love bug hits around when there in there 20`s or later. its been going on 6months after my break up and i still hurt. there is a big difference between just loving someone and being inlove. its alot of responsibility. and hard work to keep it alive.
i was willing and when your with a younger person i learend alot from it. and by the way im still inlove with her and were friends and she has a bf already. thats another hurt part to deal with.