Please do not feel offended I feel Im on your side, but I would call this a chance to free your self, to become what you have not be able to.... move forward do not look back, you would see how your health will improve...!!!
No offense to moviereeler but your a few centuries behind; you can always make up stories or you could gooogle the information....!!!
I was the annoying little sister, but I never felt I was annoying, the reason behind for me was that my older sister was my hero, every single thing she did I wanted to be part of it thus I always thought she was perfect and what better way to become like her other than to follow very close every step on her way!!! But she never stop being cruel to me to the point that she had chase me with stones to hit me... we are older now and she has not change, but I did She is not longer my hero, she has got in to serious trouble and I had help her out of pity, but I could just let her suffer!!! my advice be nice to your siblings maybe one day they will get you out of trouble!!!