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Churches can be a source of info. I can only speak for myself. I had a very bad habit at 19, I did something that was so terrible I realized I had lost my humanity. I knew than that I couldn't continue this path of destruction. I came to the conclusion that to get clean and stay clean, I had to get out of my environment. I drove literally 3,500 miles away several days later. I didn't know a soul in the city I ended up in, but I knew what I was leaving behind. My wife and son joined me 2 months later and we ended up staying in SF for three years. Got clean, stayed clean, still clean. Regained my humanity.

13 years ago. Rating: 2
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Call your local community mental health center...they may be able to help you...good luck!...I know it can be tough when you're trying to get well but are hindered by your lack of funds.

13 years ago. Rating: 1
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Well first step was taken by you by asking for help.Every word is a prayer.Written words are 7 times more powerful than spoken.

When we learn to walk it is a controlled fall, forward

to live life forward is JOY
to live life backward is E V I L vs L I V E
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so 1} when temption starts try repeating the first part of the 23
Psalm to your self, out loud, cry shout it, write it
{THE lord is my shepherd I shall not want} again again

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it is like using these words as if you used a pin to burst
a ballon
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you will , move forward, fall back, move forward, fall back
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in the end only " you" can change you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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life is about lessons
you got your self , where you are
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Get a bound journal

Write +++++ first things , people places events i want more of in my,life { is , are these worth the effort, to dig your self out of
you Grave situation??????
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make a list of thiNGS YOU CAN DO IN 5MIN 10 MIN, 15 MIN 1/2
HOUR THAT BRING JOY TO YOUR HEART
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TRY TO PICK FROM THE LIST, WHEN THE URGE TO FALL BACK
COMES UPON YOU> NO GUTS+++++NO GLORY
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WHAT IS TO BE IS UP TO THEE
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FIND SOME ONE YOU CAN CALL TO PRAY WITH, THAT WILL NOT JUDGE YOU
IF YOU FAIL A FEW TIMES
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LEARN TO KEEP YOUR MIND IN THE HERE AND KNOW
WHAT I MEAN IS{ THE ONLY DETOX YOU NEED IS 1 SECOND LONG
FOLLOWED , BY THE NEXT SECOND ETC
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IF YOU CAN BRING YOUR MIND TO THIS 1 second of time, then
you have WON
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I will aask your angels to give you wisdom an strength
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hand write a letter to your Angel of healing,ask for new
healthy, happy, people places and event to fill your life , second by second.Write this same sentance again and again[ at least 7
times a day++++++maybe 7 times every hour for the first 7 days
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ALL OF THIS WORKS I HAVE USED THESE, CONCEPT FOR 20 PLUS YEARS
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WRITE IN YOUR BOOK, THE GOOD THINGS THAT START HAPPENING TO YOU
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TAKE A WALK, HOT BATH, KEEP YOUR FEET MOVING AND YOUR MOUTH CLOSED
WHEN , TEMPTED TO FALL BACK
GOD bless dear human being++++you can change you

HOW ABOUT RATING THIS FOR ME??????

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