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Hope I understand things you write well. Your a male student and live in India at Kur***.

You live with your 2th girlfriend after the first relation broke up. I guess you live as man and wife together. Now you got confronted with the girl of the 1th relation that want the relation she had with you back. Is it then that you found out the 2th was in your believe a fake (How on earth can someone be itself and faking that?) or are there reasons that make you want to leave her earlyer? It must been different at the time you found her (or she found you) as you still live with her.

The answer isn't that simple and you are the one that has to make a decision. But I try to give some advise for you to think about.

Do some meditation and try to separate the feelings from your body and those in your heart. If its to difficult try to seek help from Ganesha "Om Gam Ganapataye Namaha." or listen to the mantra http://youtu.be/e4GljJzSiAQ . An advice from a pandit could help aswell. If your not Hindi you can seek help with Jezus.

Then watch your feelings. What happened when you decide to breakup with your first relation? Was there a reason and is that reason still there or is it solved? What make you get involved with your second girlfriend so that you decided to live with her? What happened to that feelings that you want to brake with her? Think, feel, are those your real feelings. I sense that you feel for both and seek help to find a way out of this tragic situation. You know that they 'above' don't like to mess-up relations if there isn't a very good reason for it, like abuse, mistreatment or other. Also life isn't easy. Maybe you can find a reason why this happens to you and your girlfriends. 

I hope you find a solution in wisdom. Namasté Puran.