and she also likes him(more than me she says),but she is always saying she is confused(with all this ,me liking her and her liking me,while she has a boyfriend)

her boyfriend doesn't care about her and treats her rather bad,thats what she tells me.

she told him that she was not liking him so much as she used to,but he kneeld and cryed out for her to be with him forever,and so did she.In the end she doesn't have courage to break up.And now she says that she doesnt want to,because all is so perfect and ok beetween them.She says she doesnt want to love,but does.thats why she is confused i guess.

I feel like crap,because she is with him,even thoug she has feelings for me.

What should I do? wait?

i tried to let go,and she did too,but dint work. we always get back on each other.

I also tought on trying to kiss her and she her reactions(that should give me a good answer to all this,i think) but Im afraid...should I go for it?